And Thus the Witch Was Born

It was twenty six years ago on this very day, a Friday, that it happened... she was born

A contradictive little bundle of joy, that did nothing to prepare the world for her deviousness mwahahaha, she was hence forth dubbed “Ash” or as some call her the devil. Her gift of pure evil delight however, did not surface at first, it was patiently waiting, growing, thriving in the green house of abstinence. Yes, yes people Ash was a typical goodie two shoes, but the intelligence grew into a weapon, the listening grew to retaining ammunition, she gained knowledge from others experiences, connected with those too complex for others to handle and slowly but surely Lucifer and the 6 Ash’s came to be...

Hehehehehe do I sound evil enough???

Boys and Girls, let us take a moment to thank god for keeping me alive for another year, this year has been well... packed with all kinds of drama :D not that im complaining. One word to describe this year... Growth, lol and those who know will know that doesn’t necessarily equals a good thing *cackles* HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME lol I share the joy of being alive and well ;) for having ppl to love and miss, for having stalkers who keep me entertained, for healed wounds and lessons learnt, for being able to feel again when I thought I couldn’t anymore, shouldn’t anymore, for those who stuck around when I pushed them away, for those we left me when I wanted them to stay. I’m me because of all of you, and I like being me :) so thanx for that

MMMMWWWWAAAAAHHHHHHH

Now all of you pucker up and kiss the birthday girl hahaha

Cackles

Confessions 3

Strength

Doesn't it kick ass when u realize that you're in control. . .


Give it a moment let it sink it


Well then again I am a control freak admittedly, but still, the power!! Mwahahaha! I know there are some who prefer to be surprised but all that life has to offer and yes that is admittedly nice, but then comes the stress of Drama blegh, so I get a nice thrill when I have the upper hand. Its not anything specific if I've lost you I just mean the overall feeling of well being, it rocks, and no it doesn’t mean I'm in control of the outcome just that the recent outcomes have all come out in my favor loool

Woohoo

Yallah enjoy my vibe. . .

I'm sorry for being human

Wounded... Its where my emotions are concentrated right now. How can two people be right about one thing and still be so wrong, I've never had such bad miscommunication where it counted, where it really, really counted…

I miss my friend, or what used to be my friend, could of used that person right about now, the no nonsense grow up kinda advice lol, or maybe I don't find smart enough ppl whom I respect therefore I cant listen to their advice let alone take it. I don't need to lean on someone but I'd like the option.

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

I Just annoy myself too much right now all I know is I am not a bad person I'm just apparently a complete and utter clutz!!!

Only good news, I'm off to see my lovely partner in crime manx tomorrow, fingers crossed :)

Calling all bloggers

My dear fellow bloggers...

This is what you are going to do for me, you are going to get off your asses and tell other bloggers (Saudis or not) the following.

We're making a new site/aggregator

OK i know bold statement since I have no idea how to go about it but that's the point of this post, most of you are tech savvy so I need anyone whose interested to pitch in.

I know I'm gonna regret this but any ideas on the potential website are welcome so give me what you got. The basic idea is to have the following,

• An Aggregator of some sort
• Posts done by several member bloggers on newbies (other subjects included :P)
• Some sort of discussion board
• Event planner

So something like that, anyway you all let me know who is interested and who just has ideas ANY help is veeerrryyy much appreciated since the last time I did this it well obviously didn't work hehehe

New Look

looooooooool its Mocha's fault

and im not changing it so hush no bad mouthing

Disbelief

Several things my darling readers, I keep surprising myself in the sense that I keep getting disappointed in people, well in people I should be able to relate to and well in myself also. You see intellectually I know that are certain rules when it comes to interacting with people, yes many break them but they’re there and people know of them. So when I come across a woman whos simply trying to pray on time in what barely passes for a womens lounge and you two others stretched out on the couches listening to music and not giving a damn. You’re gonna piss me off.

Common courtesy… HA!

When you sit and discuss any subject, ANY subject there is no such thing as a WRONG opinion, your either agree or not, you can’t say “NO.” Yet I am surprised to realize that 85% of people I’ve come across are, well I won’t say stupid, I’ll say intellectually challenged. How can you not know that?! Sitting there with your street smarts, or MBA or PHD and your telling me that only your opinion counts and I will only be accepted if I agree with you!! Every human being is entitled to their own opinion, you can’t dub it as wrong unless you are the holder of that opinion. So either the 15% and I are insane which wouldn’t really shock me or the world has decided to go shit woohoo.

The only solution to this ridiculous inane loop hole of disappointment / disbelief is to simply have no expectations. Nothing.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I can’t its not in me, I know it’s the easiest solution, but then you’re not living. How can you live without hope, without wanting something, I don’t want to survive I want to live and possibly fail miserably but still to live haha!

Oh and I have to add I hate women (yes I know not all but still), and I also hate ball-less men, and for some reason I’m absolutely in love with the idea of me being a Taurus. May is officially my editor whom I rant to before posting, venomous I tell you, it’s awesome! Oh I also hate players, love the attitude though. I have this undeniable urge to party with my girls and May’s again being a hoe, I’ve decided to kidnap her. Hmm I think that about wraps it up